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Thursday, November 18, 2004
i am back... sorry for that empty promise about the updating of my genting trip .. something wrong with the com n so i didnt came back to blog n actually forget about the whole thing.
well .. enuff of that. finally, i got the mood to blog again.. its already nov le .. i am still SLACKING... haha~ slacked for almost 2 mths.. well... but got looking for jobs lah.. actively .. went for 6 interviews so much .. within 3 days... haha~ still waiting for reply loh.. then aso sending emails everyday. do watever i can... juz to get a job, be it an admin , IT helpdesk, engineering assistant. I juz need a job right now.. haha~ will be having another interview.... IT helpdesk.. haha~ powerful hor ... so mani interviews at one go .. tiring aso.. but nvm.. desperate for job liao leh .. $$$ running out .. then i now when my frenz ask mi go out, aso cannot go out too much .. muz think twice about spending $$$ ... later no money to pay bills.. sigh~ stressed up liao .. next mth christmas liao .. then up next is new year, then CNY .. then ...............follow up ..... my 21st bday!!!!! oh no ........ i dun look forward...
sigh ... have been complaining so much ... but who noes how i really feel? but that i wan to stay away from my frenz.. its juz that.. i have to think twice now .. about spending $$$ ... who will understand... who dun like to go out n spend time with frenz.. i wish i can.. i miss all my frenz... miss them so much ... my WLNY frenz, my poly frenz(com grp) , my sec sch frenz ... n all my other poly frenz... including my telecom grp, where r u all ... totally no news liao leh ... wah lao ... feels like having less n less frenz.. sigh .. everyone is busy .. but pls dun forget mi, k? u all r always in my heart.. sigh ... y singapore muz have those kind of thing call ns ... kaoz... sigh... cause mi to be so lonely here ... arghhhh... hmmm... finished complaining.. juz received a greeting sms from someone .... that made mi feel so much better ... at least he still remembers mi ... :) ... i hope ... .... i can get to meet up with my frenz.... pls dun forget mi ...........
Posted at 11:02 pm by jessica407
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Back from my Genting trip....
yoz ppl .. i am back from my trip .. hmmm actually back for a few days liao. nv blog coz i juz dun have the mood for that leh. in between these days, although i stayed at home most of the time, i did went out once or twice ... well, lets tok about my Genting trip 1st ba..............
this time, i went with my mum n 2 younger sis. the agency we went to book, the hotel we going to stay, the price we paid, its exactly the same as the one i went with my NP sisters during may 04. this time we went on the 20 morning , back on 22 night.. staying at Genting hotel .. we were dragged out of bed by mum at 5 !!! but as usual i am the last one to get out of bed... even my dad got out of bed earlier than mi .. hehe~ he is our driver to golden mile plaza. wah ... the bus jorney ... about 7 hours ... got stops in between ar.. when we 1st set off, we r looking forward to reach yong peng( a place in malaysia) coz there got things to eat.... we ordered the malay rice with egg, chicken wing... thought will be nice .. but ... when we sat down to eat... OMG.. the chilli is like .... eeeeeeeeeeeeee fa mei liao ? ... then the egg is so hard, the chicken not so bad.. the rice abit hard leh .. wah lao .. after that we went into the store there to buy some things which we can eat on the coach.. such as seaweed, bubble gums... etc.. then we went back to the coach le .. had some toilet breaks in between then when we were some place ... nearer to Genting, it started to rain liao .. wah scary leh. all i have in my mind is whether the soil will get loose n pour down or not ... coz have seen so mani accidents reported leh .. luckily, everything is fine.. we reached the awana station .. to take our cable car up to genting .. wah lao this time ... worse .. raining plus the height.. i scare of height one leh .. somemore the speed not fast leh cannot get it done faster .. n guess wat .. the worse had yet to come.. the cable carss stopped!!!! oh shit ... their computer system need to adjust to the weather changes so have to stop a while loh.. wah lao .. hanging in mid air, scary.. well, we aso got ourselves to Genting after everything is resumed.. checked in ... n the 1st thing we do is to eat!!! guess wat we eat?? KFC ... lol .. i remember that that time during may with my np sisters, we aso 1st thing eat kfc.. after eating went to walk around, play arcade loh... then we walk to 1st world plaza to see see look look aso .. then go back hotel room le ... yawnZzZZ .. i veri tired now leh .. i continue tml, k? nitez nitez..
Posted at 01:44 am by jessica407
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Friday, October 15, 2004
halo .. . . . . . . mi back here for an update once again .. time really pass so fast ar.. today is the 14th liao ... 6 more days, n i will be gone to Genting!!! ho ho ho looking forward to it .. let mi recall wat i did for this week from tues until today....
TUES (12 OCT)
Supposed to be going out with joanna after her work, but be coz i realized that my fav show... that channel U 9pm show was showing the last episode so no choice .. got to put her aeroplane.. not those last min put aeroplane one hor .. smsed her about half an hour after we set the thing ba ... haha~ sorry joanna ..
but i did went out with my ben dan kor kor, jx ... he mc.. so can go home .. tok on msn after i finished writing my blog on monday .. then he ask mi whether wanna go out mah .. then of coz i say can lah .. so happy ar.. got ppl to acc mi in the afternoon .. of coz go loh.. if not stay at home so boring. Went Bishan loh.. then wah .. really change alot leh .. alamak .. dunno how long nv go there liao .. hmmm .. had our lunch at cafe cartle( think spell wrongly le ba) .. then took some pictures of mi !!! haha~ with my new hairstyle .. not actually veri new aso lah .. has been 2 weeks liao.. Received a call from raymond asking whether wanna catch a movie or not ... said no at 1st coz of my fav show .. ... then i told him i got to ask mama 1st .. coz she wasnt veri happy when i 1st came out to meet my kor.. so ended the call saying will confirm later .. after the lunch, we went to see see look look ... look at the changes in J8 while walking around, i was looking for ppl to help mi record my show .. n yeah ! asked bj aso .. she said OK .. wah ... so happy.. then actually i wanted to buy 5566's latest album.. but .. come to think, now i am still jobless, so forget it loh.. will get it when i got the $$$. hmmmm... got alot of things wan to buy, but muz ren 1st .. now no $$$.. we walked to the basement .. went to NTUC to shop for kor's things then after that guess who we saw outside?? xie shaoguang, mo xiaoling n lai yi ling.. haha~ dunno their english name ar.. pai seh .. went home after that. told my mama i going out again later .. she nv say anything .. so i called raymond saying .. i will be going. then prepare for the thing loh.. reached orchard at 6 plus .. raymond was alone shopping there.. then i am the 2nd one to reach, followed by joanna.. then braden n jerry.. went to the basement coz they say wan to eat .. then raymond went off without eating to meet qiqi n okin.. leaving the 4 of us there loh.. the 3 of them ate while i only ordered a coke( i had my dinner b4 i went out) then were crapping loh.. when qiqi, okin n raymond came, we change the eating place again .. went to yoshinoya.. haha~ guess who i saw!!!!??? hmmm..a fren .. my x classmate for 1 sem.. smiled to him... then went up to him to tok awhile when we were leaving that time. he is in ns now .. then i told him i am slacking now .. haha!
we went to purchase the movie tickets... hehe!~ going to watch a korean movie leh ... <Mr. Cool Guy> ... so funni n nice .. after the movie, we went back to SN 1 for supper.. (joanna went home 1st) .. was quite late already .. after i finished eating, received a call from home.. haiz.. the usual thing lah .. lock door again .. nvm loh.. the most i stay out .. when i got home, wah .. really leh .. lock door.. stood outside for around 15 min, i got abit fed up , went downstairs to blk 551 there.. then sit for another 10 min .. then i went up again .. thinking whether to knock door or not .. but luckily ar.. my mum was awake ... then she nagged abit b4 opening the door .. so, went in, settle down , bathe, then wait for hair to dry then go slp..
WED(13 OCT)
Wake up at 11.30.. thinking whether to go for the interview at Creative or not .. in the end still decide to go .. JE leh .. so far... received a sms about my com SPOIL!!! OMG .. again .. so called brianca to borrow the cd .. sigh~ dunno wat happened to my com.. the interviewers r quite frenly... hmm.. not sure whether will get the job mah .. haha~ meet bj after my interview.. to get my tape n aso to meet up with her to tok tok n change malaysia $$$ . tok about things loh... went to IMM.. my 3rd or 4th time there .. haha! bo bian mah .. so far .. cannot always go ... we left the place at around 8 plus .. reach SN at around 10.. called eric when i on bus .. then he told mi they at blk 107 . then i go there find them .. sit down then aso nothing much to tok .. after which we went to eric's house to get the cd.. then raymond, jerry n braden came over my house .. coz raymond is helping mi to reformat my com.. hmm .. got to say thanx again to him .. sorry for taking up your time.. everything is done at around 1 plus ... tired~~~~~~~
wah ... nv realised that this entry veri long liao ... gotta end here le........ byebye.. thanx for reading leh..
Posted at 01:05 am by jessica407
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Monday, October 11, 2004
I have no idea how come i am feeling so fan nao now .. u noe, those kind of ... dunno how to say leh. i have slack for so mani days .. but totally no mood in searching for jobs. all i have is him on my mind.... all i can say is i dunno him well... n is confirm no chance to do that. we simply from different worlds.. but y .. its all a 1 sided thing. wat the hell.. how come everytime like that... when can i really find happiness... its really sux .. u noe that .. the past memories r coming back .. OMG!!! i have too much time liao .. too much excess time that i start to anyhow think liao .. someone help pls ..
sigh~ its so hard to find someone to acc mi ar... thought of going for movie .. but .. somehow everyone is not free... sigh~ one moment, i am busy going out, the other , i am always alone in the house .. so sianz... bored to death le lah~~~~~!!!!!! anyone can care for mi??????!!! or ever care for mi??? am i really that annoying??!!! anyone reading my blog here??? anyone noe how i feel mah?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 11:53 pm by jessica407
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halo ppl, i am back for an update. has been days since my last update. today is the 11th liao .. time flies .. so fast 11 days of the mth had passed. hmm... lets start toking about wat i have been doing recently ba..
10 oct
its my dad's bday. happy bday to my dad!!! morning i wake up at 7 i think . then prepare to go work loh.. my last day!!! finally its here.. didnt do much aso.. after work, online, watch abit tv programs then online .. whole day was feeling tired n abit headache ar.,went to bathe at around 4 plus, then after that sit in front of the com again .. feeling real tired. so i lay on my bed n doze off ... wake up at 7 plus .. seeing my mum n dad with black faces n attitude.. wondering wat happened to them .. then the dinner was quiet .. real quiet ... nobody dared to say anything .. can sense the atmosphere there... veri scary.. wat a bday "celebration"... -_-"then after that i called jerry to get raymond's (neighbour) number coz i need to return him his towel.. then he pass the phone to raymond n after him is someone ... whom i nv hear his name clearly but think is braden ba ... they went out for movie ... sigh ... bo jio one .. haha~ but i aso cannot go ar.. dad's bday leh .. then after that told raymond about the towel thing n got his number .. then i went back to my computer again .. hmmm... n something .. receive a sms from joanna.. then sms awhile then call her to tok tok awhile ... hehe~wah .. thats how i passed my sunday..
9 oct
same thing .. morning wake up .. prepare to work at 8 .. was abit late .. reached at around 8.05 .. haha.. but nvm lah 2nd last day le. as usual, counting down to fang gong, coz after that i am going to bbq le... been a long time since my last bbq. this time i am having bbq with my neighbours.. yeah neighbours!!! a grp of nice ppl.. got to noe them thru wlny.. most of them i think for at least 1 mth le .. but got some is 1st time meet or 2nd time meeting loh.. haha~ was excited about the whole thing. actually thought of not going de .. coz ..tired leh .. but decided to go out n have fun ba..
after work, i went home to bathe, prepare... was supposed to meet another 4 ppl but receive a call from ney earlier on .. say he will be at JE with his gf to watch movie.. so nv meet him liao .. then joanna at eric's house liao so only left ah don n mic.. receive a sms from mic saying he reached liao .. then i bring the things down n meet him loh.. then after that ah don came .. then we set off to eric's house . then help out with things ba .. then the guys helped to carry things to the car. then brianca n eric set off to pasir ris le .. then 4 of us .. went to take a cab. were toking in the cab .. guess wat.. we r the 1st the reach there. coz eric n brianca went to fetch jerry at his chalet there then aso went to buy things. when they reach, we start to get things done, starting up of fire, tent pitching. i nv do much coz i always nv need to do anything at bbq de... ppl aso wun let mi do .. haha~ then start eating, toking. then aso find out a few things.. then time pass so fast ar.... the ppl (qi qi, raymond n okin) reach ... haha~ they were teasing mi sia.. haha. pai seh, but nvm lah .. juz kidding only mah .. then here comes braden with a cake ... celebrating raymond's bday which is on 10 oct n aso okin( 8 oct) .. sing song, then cut cake .. haha~ guess wat .. my job is to distribute the cake leh .. hehe~ then dunno y started to play water, haha~ i am the one who started that. that braden loh.. say wat ghost stories .. at 1st only we 2 only .. then after that the others one by one join in le.. haha~ ke lian de joanna ... kana splash.. even though she nv did anything.. so fun .. haha~ wah lao .. but i am confirm the wettest there.. after the game of water .. we sat down in a circle to play "murderer" .... hold hands leh .... haha~ i sat between ah don n braden .. a fun game... ended the game with brianca drinking the most.. n aso need to eat the most chicken wings.. coz got penalty one .. for guessing the wrong murderer.. haha~ hmm.. after that .. the activities .. i dun wish to say out .. haha~ only the ppl there noe can le.. haha~ should say until here .. the rest is up to u to think ~~ hehe~
As for the rest of the days, i dun remember wat i did le .. only remember a meeting with my neighbours on 7 oct.. to discussing about the bbq .. but end up .. the guys toking about GHOST stories n army stories .... omg .. haha .. remember they keep on wan to scare mi ... kaoz .. then when they toking about army things, mi, brianca n jerry can only keep quiet .. coz we dunno anything .. haha~ then went out with eric, brianca, jalen, qi qi n my sis .. to buy things for bbq ... at giant supermarket ..
thats all i can remember le .. sorry sorry ..
n today.... 11th of oct .. i wasted another day le .. doing nothing .. waking up at 12pm .. having headache .. sigh~ i wan to go watch movie leh .. n aso change $$$ for genting trip on 20 oct .. who can acc mi ? hehe~ going to ask ppl to go out with mi le ... if not .. i sure rot at home again ... n aso maybe return the towel to raymond tml ...
hmm... gotta go .. bye..
Posted at 07:15 pm by jessica407
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Hi .. back here.. am working now .. haha~ as usual, i am slacking. envy mi? haha.. i will have lots of time to slack after tml.. noe y? coz this temp job is ending! yeah! ending tml.. then can get my pay soon.. n aso means that i am out of job(totally) be coz i aso quit that sns liao. wooowww, haven find any job leh .. coz i wan to concentrate on this job 1st mah .. cannot say work 5 days week, disappear for 2 or 3 half days mah rite.. thats y i decide to search for job now.. i mean i started searching last week liao lah .. veri tired sia... although not much work here, but it take mi alot of jing shen to come here, sit down, type document(sometimes). sometimes, i almost fall asleep when sitting in front of this com. thru this job, i got to noe my colleague, the one sitting next to mi, her name is ying inn.. a veri nice gal. my senior from NP leh, but not same coz lah . she from business now studying her degree at SIM (part-time). a veri hardworking gal loh.. its either work or study or project. she aso taking bike lessons at ssdc leh .. she enrolled earlier than mi, but i graduated liao .. she still halfway ( due to busy work-study-project). i learnt alot from her loh.. glad to noe her for this mth.
Today went for lunch with her n 6 other ppl in the company. those r those heads(managers) .. total 8 of us.. ( 4 younger ones in 1 car, the other 4 elders in another car). went to amk s11 to eat coz one of them need to purchase A3 size photo paper, but in the end aso nv got it coz they nv sell. this trip to amk is juz nice for mi be coz my heels broke this morning, kaoz.. that heel( the pink one) i only bought it last oct for my cousin winnie's wedding. n the number of times i wore it is only 5 times(including today) can u imagine that?!!!! somemore i bought it at $40!!!!! at my mum's fren's shop. arghhhhh... feel so cheated.. i managed to get a black heels at amk at .... guess how much? $9.90 leh .. not even $10.. haha~ thanx to ying inn.. this new pair of shoes quite nice loh.. n cheap.. haha~ i was veri quiet thru out the whole lunch, coz pai seh mah .. eat with those "heads" .. haha~ pressure lah. got to noe one of them was my senior! from NP but i dunno which coz lah. didnt ask so much but his batch is those earlier ones. coz i think he is in his early 30s.
Counting........ its has been 4 mths( since june) that i graduated. wow~ so long liao . n i am still unstable. sigh .. worse still, after this temp job, i wish i can have some days to rest, as in really rest(slp) the whole day. I really lack of slp sia.. veri veri dark rings r getting more n more.. kaoz. but luckily ar.. i got a new hairstyle.. its really a new hairstyle loh.. veri different, i finally bear to cut my fringe liao.. the whole thing turns out not bad lah .. my fringe did not hinder my work when i bend my head down when doing work. but the back part is scary when i 1st wake up from slp .. haha~ muz spray to keep it down.. but nvm lah .. it will grow back. will post my pic when i took one.
kk.. will end here.. coz cannot let them fa xian i am slacking so much. hehe~ will be back soon.
Posted at 05:10 pm by jessica407
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Friday, September 17, 2004
firstly, would like to say sorry for not coming in yesterday.. house com haven ok yet, so cannot come loh.. then now i am so so so so damn chek pek ... arghhhhhh today is the 17 liao ... i am running out of time.... i am running out of time .....i totally have no mood or mind to type out all ... arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... will be back...
Posted at 03:55 pm by jessica407
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
HALO~~~ any miss mi? i am back after so long. wow~ veri veri long since i last blog. during this time, i went thru my graduation, something which i had been veri looking forward to, then the gathering with the guys ( see details at bj's blog) on 28 aug then after which is our very own gathering at gayle's house. yes... 5 gals at her house.. haha~ aso see details at bj's blog. i veri lazy to type here..
oh ya.. i am working right now.. as a temp admin assis at a company called TranSys Pte Ltd. at amk st 64 will be working for 1 mth. ending at 30 Sept. n at the same time, i have quitted SNS!!! yeah quitted! finally .. not going back le .. wah lao ehh.. now working as this admin ar.. nothing to do one loh.. then really bored. nothing to do is not gd leh .. coz the others r working but i am slacking.. sigh.. dunno how they will think leh .. not i dun wan to do loh.. its nothing to do. they see mi only temp, then nv really teach mi how to do things. well, i have been expose to the life of a OL. basically normal loh.. waking up at 7, getting ready, then go take bus.. then reach office .. sit down , on com. then counting down to lunch, then after that is counting down to home. sigh ... boring .. will be back tonite for detail, k? bye
Posted at 06:05 pm by jessica407
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Monday, August 09, 2004
haha.. the title is bluff one... actually i am veri tired now. juz finish work, then bathe.. now waiting for hair to dry b4 going to ZzzZzzzZz .. went to see the fireworks yesterday .. thought is the singapore team, in the end go liao then noe is hongkong team ... wah .. nice ar.. haha.. mi n hl went yesterday .. meet her at 5pm at toa payoh, then walk one round of it, then we take mrt to city hall liao .. actually tot of going to suntec to look for skirt... but forget it lah .. so crowded ... haha... then we go to esplanade.. was walking around ... then we go to the fun fair there. i want to play leh but this hl ar.. dun dare.. so in the end nv play. when we walk until the concert place there, we peep inside then we saw still got alot of space inside at the front. then hl ask whether wan to buy the t-shirt to go in mah... so i say ok loh.. since i can get to see 5566, R & B , TORO, ...... then we go to the stall to buy our t-shirt .. haha.. so excited leh .. then we go quene for the toilet coz hl need to change into the t-shirt.. as for mi, i juz wear the t-shirt like that coz i was actually wearing not much cloth .. hehe~ at 1st we cannot find the entrance but luckily.. saw some xiao mei mei .. wearing same t-shirt as us.. then follow them loh..
veri excited sia.. we found a spot to sit down n wait for the fireworks n the concert to start. the fireworks start at around 8 plus ... wow~ veri nice.. hl took some photos of it, i took some pic n video... too bad lah , no digitial cam.. or else better.after the fireworks over, we r back to our waiting for the concert to start.
The concert kicks off at 9.30pm with R & B ... wow~ huai en .... he cut hair.. so cute.. xiao qiao so skinny ar.. wah i see until i blur. then was screaming all the way.. so high ar... the ppl there... after R & B is ...... TORO!! wah he damn yandao .... nothing to say man ... then is yan xing shu .. followed by K ONE n tai ji ... then is cyndi ................ last but not least !!!!!!! my fav 5566!!!!! as expected ..... 4 came.. wah .. throughout the whole thing i was screaming like mad ar..... especially when TORO n 5566 were singing ... haha but i not only one so mad ar.... the ppl there all ... siao liao .. even our dear hl ... this is the 1st time i ever see her like that... hehe~ the worse part is the going home part sia.... so crowded n totally no cab loh.. then be coz its after 12 liao mah .. so die die aso muz take cab.. wah lao .. we walked all the way to city hall mrt ... still no cab .. luckily hl still remember a taxi driver's number..( this story is long to tell .. i lazy .. pai seh ar) then luckily loh.. that uncle drive to our place here .. then no call fee... hehe~ merdes cab leh .. haha .. tired ar... leg pain coz wearing heels all the way mah .. then shit .. next day 6am need to wake up.. working at 7. haha`~ *yAwNzZ* .. i tired liao .. going to slp .. n to wait for ben dan's call to go ktv tonite... :P
bye~
Posted at 05:23 pm by jessica407
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
halo .... today no topic.. coz i aso dunno wat to write actually.. i am having those kind of hmmm.. unhappy feeling... is be coz of something somebody said when i was telling him something. i dunno y i will feel this way leh. izzit be coz he is someone whom i care? well ... sigh .. dunno wat to say. anyway its not important. was juz wondering how am i going to get rid of this feeling.
i wish i wish i wish ... i can tell him i miss him so much...
Posted at 02:26 am by jessica407
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